I'm At A Place Called Vertigo

I really feel like I'm at a place called Vertigo. For all those, who don't know what Vertigo means, here's what it means:

The feeling experienced when one cannot differentiate between up and down.

Examples:
When the pilot did a barrel-roll, he had a feeling of vertigo when he finished.
When she kissed me a feeling of vertigo came over me.
Urban Dictionary

I think U2's Vertigo sums it up perfectly:

U2 - Vertigo

Uno, dos, tres... catorce
Turn it up loud, Captain!

Lights go down it’s dark
The jungle is your head - can’t rule your heart
A feeling is so much stronger than
A thought
Your eyes are wide
And though your soul it can’t be bought
Your mind can wonder

Hello, hello... (Hola)
I'm at a place called Vertigo (dónde estás?)
It’s everything I wish I didn’t know
Except you give me something...
I can feel, feel

The night is full of holes
As bullets rip the sky of ink with gold
They twinkle as the boys play rock and roll
They know that they can’t dance - at least they know

I can’t stand the beats
I’m asking for the cheque
The girl with crimson nails
Has Jesus 'round her neck
Swinging to the music Whoooaaa
Swinging to the music Whoooaaa
Whoooaaa
Whoooaaa
Whoooaaa

Hello, hello... (Hola)
I'm at a place called Vertigo (dónde estás?)
It’s everything I wish I didn’t know
But you give me something...
I can feel, feel

Check mated...
Hours of fun...
Jumping in... yeah

All of this... all of this can be yours
All of this... all of this can be yours
All of this... all of this can be yours
Just give me what I want and no one gets hurt

Hello, hello... (Hola)
I'm at a place called Vertigo (dónde estás?)
Lights go down and all I know
That you give me something...
I can feel your love teaching me how
Your love is teaching me how to kneel, kneel

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, YEAH,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, YEEEAAAAH!

Last night was simply amazing, it was freaky, it was wicked. And it was so unreal. I felt like I was in a movie. It all started last week when I met this girl downtown in the afternoon, had a nice talk to her, exchanged numbers. Yesterday evening I got a text from her, she invited me to a video night with two of her friends. A little bit intimidated I went to her place to meet her and the two other girls. Well, we didn't watch a single movie and what followed exceeded my utmost fantasies. So, to put it in a nutshell I ended up this morning climbing out of her window, sneaking away to avoid her mom.
I used to watch The O.C. for fun (Seth's so hilarious), but now my life has become a little bit like a telenovela itself. Today a very good friend of mine decided that she wanted to break tie with me because of what happened last night. I'm really sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings, I did not intend to do so and frankly said I didn't know that I actually was. I'm so sorry!
On the one hand I'm on cloud number nine, on the other hand I hit rock bottom.

My earnest apologies,

Justin