Looking Forward

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky

Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.
Louis Armstrong

Ok it's cheese and I'm helplessly exaggerating. I know! But, I dunno how to explain it properly without making everyone think I'm kind of mad. Today was wonderful. Despite the bad weather. Despite freezing on my scooter like hell. Despite getting dirty because of the rainspray behind cars and lorries. Despite some bad news I got today. I'm like refueled. But with an energy, a view of life, prospects and confidence as I've never had before. It's not like I feel fitter or more relaxed. It's weird, it's like discovering that you have superpowers or unknown talents. Yeah, unknown talents fits best. Because similar to different talents I now need training to fully exploit its potentials. And the training is great fun.
When I got home I had an eMail in my Inbox with my results in the information management exam. I scored about 80 percent. Basically I don't give a rat's ass about ma grades as long as they are not negative. I think it's because I never got encouraged when I scored good grades. They are just numbers to me. I'm just relieved that I passed this exam as well, just one single result missing to complete this term.
Yeah, and I was shopping today. I didn't spend much money but I bought a lot of stuff. Perhaps not my company when I was shopping is the reason for my good mood, but the shopping itself. No, I have to be fair, it's both, and it's a bit biased to the company I had.
I have to admit, I'm a bit of a girly boy when it comes to shopping. I absolutely love to go shopping, try things on, see new stuff, get inspired and finally buy things that (hopefully) look good on me. I try to create my own style, my own look. Sometimes with positive, sometimes with negative results. But at least I try. I've got a bit of a androgynous body (But I'm very masculine where it counts. Haha, sorry for that. :D), so most men's stuff just looks ridiculous on me. The trousers I bought today for instance were 28/34. I have very long legs and arms but a small torso. You get what I mean. Finding long sleeved shirts that fit me is really a bit of a game of luck.
Oh my god, what am I talking about? Ok, now you must think I'm gay. At least I'd think the guy who writes such crap is. Well, I'm not, but my feminine side may be a bit bigger than it usually is at guys. I'm not a musclepacked testosterone guy who crushes beer cans on his chest. I'm more like, well, I can't think of any stereotype that matches me immediately. Anyway, I don't know what you're up to now, but I'll have a nice, warm shower to conclude this great day.

See you,

Justin